Thanks for making my days when we were in Singapore & Beijing. I never imagined before. From day to day, I couldn’t hide my smile. To be honest.
Even it was night, it felt like summer a whole day to me.
You were always there. You were everywhere.
You always come, whenever I think about you.
Every single step we took together, new step, new place, new sight new experience, new story always wait in every sunrise.
You were there sharing your dreams & your life story, but then you were there standing for me, explaining what deep inside.
Some questions started to appear again, then I asked, you asked, I asked, you asked. We argued.
And I trusted every single word that came from your mouth,
I was hoping. Yes, I was hoping.
Felt like all questions were answered clearly.
Your strengths, your weaknesses,
although you were not made confession about it directly, but I could feel it.
You don’t have any idea how much I love to see your smiley face on the train’s window reflection.
You smiled, you laughed, while I was still looking at you.
at the same time, this question came to my mind: who are you?
It was dark, tears on my face.
I didn’t want to leave that place. Because I knew it would ruin the story.
For the first time in my life, I didn’t wanna see sunrise anymore.
Rain was falling. Is it the end?
The more step I took, the more far you were.
But then I keep myself thinking at least it happened: if it’s not happy, it’s not the end.
For the first time of my life, I never been as sure as this about a man. Although I know that there are so many differences between me and him.
Dec 2011 – Dec 2013.
Yes. My heart is still for the same person
Happy 2 years anniversary :)